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Goddess Mz Devon — Wed, 31 Dec 2008 03:24:33 +0000

It has been about a week since I last wrote a post. I am extremely happy Mz Devon has allowed me back into Her stable and is letting me be Her work bitch. I have much to prove and will do so. I had enjoyed doing Mz Devon’s tasks all along. This is how I can be used best by Her. This position, which started being a potential PA position, is the best fit for my current situation. I appreciate that Mz Devon is going to continue using me this way for now. I will continue working hard and showing Her that I can be trusted to complete the work tasks assigned to me. Mz Devon, I look forward to continuing being of service to you as your personal assistant work bitch. Thank You, Mz Devon.

Your
Devonite shimobe

I wish you a very Merry Christmas, Mz Devon

Goddess Mz Devon — Wed, 24 Dec 2008 03:10:22 +0000

In today’s post I will be rambling a bit, please bear with me… :-)

My previous blog post helped us both Mz Devon and I have some closure on my current situation. I haven’t talked to her for 5 days now and, as I said before, I will not be wasting her time. The reason I will continue writing these posts is because I truly want to serve Mz Devon irl at some point in the future when my RL situation changes. I don’t know if she will allow me to, but regardless of the decision, I want to make sure that she knows me well. Hopefully these posts address that need.

Over these past 5 days I have continued visiting your site and voting for you Mz Devon. All those of you out there should be doing the same. For me it’s an amazing feeling to know that my time dedicated to clicking some banners really turns into something Mz Devon wants. Seeing her banner on top of the others or with the little green arrow on the side showing that her site gets more and more hits is fulfilling.

In the few weeks I have known Mz Devon, I was able to spend some time working for her. Small tasks that she would assign to me that needed to be done for her site. To me the most important part of these few weeks was learning about Mz Devon. I learned that she is truly a person with class and high standards. She is always in control and has a very clear vision of what she wants. She is honest and down to earth (at least as much as a Goddess can be ;-)). In summary, Mz Devon is very real.

I wish you a very Merry Christmas, Mz Devon.

Yours truly,
Devonite shimobe.

serving you was a reward in itself

Goddess Mz Devon — Tue, 23 Dec 2008 02:51:02 +0000

Hello, Mz Devon.

I hope this e-mail finds you well. I have been doing some thinking over this past weekend after the disappointment on Friday. I know I have screwed up and I know that you already said this was the end of it. And to me, that means that I won’t be able to make up for it and regain your trust in my current personal situation.

The reason I am writing to you is because I wanted you to know that I really wanted this to work. I had been doing all the tasks you had requested of me. I always said that serving you was a reward in itself. I did not need anything else. I had approached you in an open and trusting way because I was hoping that, in time, once things evolved and my life changed, I would move onto serving RL.

I completely understand that by me not fulfilling your last request, you don’t want me to stay. All I want to say is that I am sorry and I hope that someday, when my life is different, I can show you that my words and feelings of submission were true.

Yours truly,
Devonite shimobe.

Getting to know Her

Goddess Mz Devon — Thu, 18 Dec 2008 20:09:57 +0000

It was an evening like many others for me.

I was browsing through the latest updates in LiveJournal under the financial domination tags. I had been doing that for the last few months. I enjoyed reading the posts from the different Dommes. It was entertaining. But this time was different. The first person on the update page was MzDevon. Her profile picture was very classy. It drew me in. I clicked on it. I didn’t know it at the time but, there was no way back.

As I read her post, something caught my eye. MzDevon was a bit upset because she had messed up the dates of some of her appointments. She mentioned that she could really use a personal assistant. I got really excited. I visited her website and I knew I had to do it. I immediately contacted her on YIM. I wasn’t thinking too much, I was just doing what felt “right”.

In the talk I just said I had read about the PA position and that I was interested. She asked me to send her an e-mail explaining why I was interested and why I thought I could do a good job.

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[...]

I understand your frustration when you missed the Black and Blue Fetish Ball. You mentioned that you had also missed 2 additional events during this month. As personal/professional events, trips, and appointments keep piling up, having a well organized agenda would allow you to:

1- Be prepared: If a certain event requires you purchase a new outfit, you’ll be able to plan that well in advance and be ready on the right day.

2- Make informed decisions: If a new appointment comes up, you’ll be able to decide whether you have other conflicts and reschedule, if necessary.

3- Last, but not least, HAVE FUN! By not missing the events that you really want to attend, you’ll have more fun and more time for other activities.

[...]

”

I was being my true self on that e-mail. I had started sharing who I really was with Mz Devon. There were no secrets. She knew why I wanted to have the privilege to have this position. It was solely for the purpose of serving her. She understood. She accepted me. I thought that I would be learning more about her. But actually, getting to know her meant that I was starting to share who I was. So that she could begin getting to know me.