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pure ecstasy

Goddess Mz Devon — Sat, 14 Aug 2010 07:10:04 +0000

Goddess Mz Devon has decided to show mercy on me and has given me a chance to prove myself to her. Even though I run away every so often, while I am gone she still is in my dreams. While I am at school or work she is always on my mind. I am always hoping that if I come back I will be able to please her, but I always seem to run away. I am hoping this time will be different, and that I can control myself well enough to stay under her feet where I belong. She allowed me to call her and hearing her voice after such a long time was pure ecstasy. I had almost forgotten how her voice can control my brain with a single word, but even while I was gone I felt as if I was still infected by her voice. Almost every day I would visit her website trying to build the courage and ask her to give me another chance, but I never felt as if I was good enough. She is allowing me to try and begin serving her again, and even though I have already given her all of my money I hope she will still find a use for me. Goddess Mz Devon is so amazing and perfect and no woman can compare to her, I hope that this can be the time where I get it right.

Submissively,
Devonite Yes boy

Thank You Goddess Mz Devon.

Goddess Mz Devon — Tue, 27 Jul 2010 06:23:10 +0000

WOW what an intense night! It started just paying a small tribute to The Goddess Mz Devon because i totally respect Her abilities and how do you think it ended? It ended the same way it always has and will with The Goddess Mz Devon – me broke & hopefully Her satisfied.

After my initial tribute and somewhat re-introducing myself to Goddess Mz Devon it started. Took Her absolutely no time to assert Her authority over me. Before i knew it i was calling Her, paying to hear absolutely nothing… maybe some typing as She asked me a few questions but Goddess Mz Devon knew the effect it was having me. The first lot of money ends and it becomes impossible not to add more money to please Her more and of course hope for some more of Her attention. Then it happened in the 2nd call, She spoke to me a little and Her voice so sweet sounding totally sucked me in. Now i know The Goddess Mz Devon is far from sweet but resisting Her once She gets inside your head is pointless or perhaps impossible?

So how did it end? A couple more calls, about $500 now in Her posession and i’m desperate for more there’s just one problem – i have no money! In fact i can’t even pay for my share of the groceries but instead of worrying about that i’m just frustrated i can’t call Goddess Mz Devon back again. So i’ve got mixed feelings i’m in disbelief but at the same time i love Goddess Mz Devon for how alive She can make me feel. i’ve always said there could not be anyone more intense than Goddess Mz Devon and i’ll stand by that claim.

Thank You Goddess Mz Devon.

Such an exquisite woman

Goddess Mz Devon — Tue, 27 Jul 2010 02:40:46 +0000

Well it had certainly been sometime since i have had the pleasure of serving the wonderful Goddess Mz Devon. Sometime around a year ago i had stopped primarily over angering The Goddess Mz Devon. Still it hasn’t stopped me over this time remembering how awesome it was to serve such a wonderful, superior and dominant woman. Make no mistake anyone reading The Goddess Mz Devon is VERY dominant and with that comes Her expectations which are to say high.

Today i was thinking about when i did serve Goddess Mz Devon and well i just decided i’d go send Her a quick tribute. i did send a modest gift and just simply left Goddess Mz Devon a message letting Her know it was sent while i didn’t expect a response i did hope and i received one. Naturally that gift led to a little bit more but there’s no refusing The Goddess Mz Devon. Besides i am extremely grateful She responded.

It’s funny how being around The Goddess Mz Devon even through a computer just from Her responding i can feel the dominance She has over me. Afterall physical responses like a few butterflies in the stomach & heart beating a bit faster don’t lie. Then again i have a little experience in serving Her and it can be a very intense experience make no mistake about that. i’m not exactly sure where things go from here of course that depends purely on where The Goddess Mz Devon wants them to go. Either way i’m glad i sent that gift to Her and got a chance to be of a little use to such an exquisite woman.

no longer be able to escape

Goddess Mz Devon — Thu, 22 Jul 2010 02:28:56 +0000

I went to Her site again, after staying away for several months. In the meantime i have stayed away from the scene, but also “entertained” myself with other dommes. I dont know how She does it, but immediately She knew i visited Her site, and made me aware. After minutes i started to pay. Paid 1050 dollars, and we are discussing how She will fuck me up so i will no longer be able to escape.

She is a scary woman. Listening to her voice will make You crazy, and looking at Her is devastating. It is simply impossible to resist Her. And why should You, She is pure perfection. And who doesnt want to be a part of perfection? When i read the blogs of the devonites, it is obvious that She has some specials powers. Her pets are different than other pets. That should be a warning signal, but unfortunately i am blind to such signals right now. I just want Her control to be total, and i am willing and eager to let Her perform Her magic with me to make that happen.

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Goddess Mz Devon — Sun, 06 Jun 2010 07:54:52 +0000

well here i am on a relaxing australian sunday afternoon….NOT….i now spend all my spare time dressed like a slut waiting for horny guys to call me for gay sex. No, i’m not gay. i’m VERY straight but i crave to do it to excite Goddess. i love exciting Goddess. REAL men can excite women by escapades under the sheets, i can only excite beautiful women like Goddess by being slutty and doing gay sex…and ALL money made goes directly to Goddess. i can just hear Goddess’ laugh while She is watching a movie knowing that i’m now a working whore for Her. i’m not pretty enough for cam sex..yet. Goddess says She has a lot of work ahead of Her to make me presentable enough to do cam sex for men. i’ve been sitting here in my lounge room alone, dressed in my black bra and panties (a thong) and some black lacy stockings in red lipstick, some cheap perfume waiting…waiting..waiting…for the phone to ring,. Yes, i do feel like some teenge girl with a crush on a boy waiting for the phone to ring. The only thing trying to take my mind of all this is watching a movie. Has anyone seen ‘Sex in the City’? Soooooo good but have your tissues ready…lots of teary moments and i have tissues everywhere around this coffee table! Goddess says i should have pink martinis as i watch it but i dont know how to make one..but i guess i’ll need to learn as pink martinis will probably become the norm for me now. By the way if any of you would like to call me for a hot chat…i beg! my phone line is here ….

i promise to suck you good or make you cum..ANYTHING to please you..just leave me great feedback as i need it to get more calls and make more money for Goddess. Oh….and if ever you wondered, wearing a bra is uncomfortable after awhile but i have no choice anymore!

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at Your feet and at Your mercy

Goddess Mz Devon — Thu, 03 Jun 2010 18:33:44 +0000

i actually dont like being a fag as i’ve always been straight and i still find myself attracted to women, particulary younger women. i used to be very fit, handsome and girls actually chased me for dates and i guess i was a little arrogant through those years. On reflection, i was also looking for ‘miss perfect’ and being very picky so i’ve never committed to a long time girlfriend and never married. Before i know it, i’m a lot older and less attractive but my attraction for younger women has only increased. i’ve also been more attracted to confident women with attitude so i guess i’ve always liked the submissive role in a relationship but i’ve been too scared to say it.

…so after many years…i’ve got older, put on a little weight and i can only get attention from the women i’m attracted to (young,confident with attitude) by doing things that they may want of me.. …so i find myself lowering to do things or even consider things that i used to think were unimaginable. i saw Your site some time ago and i was instantly attracted to You…Your looks, attitude, confidence..EVERYTHING about You. How can i get or keep Your attention was for me to step outside my boundaries and humiliate myself for Your enjoyment and entertainment. If that means being a sissyfag then i’ll do it if i can have You in my life. i feel useless to a woman now sexually and i’d actually freak out under pressure if ever one asked me to bed. i’m no longer confident that i can perform for a woman and feel that i can only be o use as an object or playtoy.

i really haven’t had a date with a woman in over 12 years but would beg to have someone like You as a girlfriend when i was younger. my only chance now is to put myself at Your feet and at Your mercy. Yes Goddess, even if it means being turned into one of Your sissyfag puppets for Your devious whims.

straight guy turned sissy fag for my Goddess

Goddess Mz Devon — Tue, 01 Jun 2010 19:03:18 +0000

Hi Goddess,

i’ve tried to give a good introduction so here it is.

i beg for You to post it in gay chats/ads/craigslist anywhere that You choose. Please choose a good slutty fag costume for me to buy too Goddess.i’ll make a good whore for You.

straight guy turned sissy fag for my Goddess

hi, i’m single and live alone in the inner northern suburbs of melbourne (australia). i havent had a date in over 12 years so Goddess thought i’d have greater success dressing and behaving like the sissy i really am. i’m not man enough to have a woman so my gay adventure begins. Goddess will choose my sissy wear and sissy look so you can bet i will look slutty to get you hot. All my efforts from now on will be to please Goddess and to satisfy horny men. i can be used on my phone, cam or in person. All replies will be screened by my Goddess so you can be assured that my service will be prompt and enthusiastic.

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Complete loser, exposed.

Goddess Mz Devon — Sat, 08 May 2010 18:12:06 +0000

Another weekend alone without friends or hope of ever escaping my pathetic life. While Mz Devon runs errands around town i am plagued with the fear of Her dropping by to screw with me. The whole time i will be dressed like a sissy in pink clothing and diapers and there is nothing i can do to ecape this fact, or Mz Devons reach now.

Keep spending every last penny i have on Mz Devon even though i cannot afford it. Slowly just ruining me. Twisting my mind and digging in deeper.

How did this happen? The unknown scares me and my ruination is unavoidable it seems.

Complete loser, exposed.

nathan

Helpless.

Goddess Mz Devon — Sat, 01 May 2010 21:12:27 +0000

Everytime Mz Devon snaps Her fingers i end up paying more and more. Being that i barely have money to begin with, the pain is huge, but again and again it keeps happening. Helpless.

Rent money ends up in Her hands. What kind of loser does that? Obviously me.

End up crying myself asleep thinking about how pathetic i truely am.

Trapped in thick pampers

Goddess Mz Devon — Sat, 17 Apr 2010 23:34:47 +0000

Mz Devon,

Trapped in thick pampers, less than 4 inches erect and swallowed whole by Your habituation and distance in regards to my pathetic life. Your beauty, Your perfection.

Completely alone again this weekend. Completely diapered.

Broke. How can sissy start something with You, how can sissy be allowed to walk around Your neighbourhood in pampers with a diaper bag? How can sisys start cleaning Your house?

Please, i am a loser and a wimp pushover and all i do is wear thick pampers and wet and mess them all the time, loosing myself further to my own pathetic fetish and submissive tendancies.

i spent the whole month in pamper wampers and its so nice out , i would be so lucky to waddle around Your neighbourhood in thick pampers, a pink pampers shirt and a big diaper bag stuffed with diapers…

PLEASE Mz Devon…i am lost and alone and i dont even know what im doing but iwill do this..please may i…i can walk arounf a park or field or school yard close to You idk…PLEASE…

*sobs*

Please Mz Devon…cant do this anymore….

sissy nathan, alone, lost.