Hello Goddess,  Here is my homework.

i found You when a friend told me about FetLife. As soon as i joined the site i started to feel wonderful. It was like i was taking the next step in my journey. (i am a spiritual guy)
i started my search in Alberta and then surrounding area. that search was interesting but i did not find a Mistress. This led me to search BC and some of the areas i would like to go to because i love golfing.  lol  When i saw and read Your profile i felt weak, literally! It was exactly what i wanted.

How i’m feeling? i’m feeling equal parts scared, excited, nervous and electric. i’m stunned that i sent all that money to You but at the same time it feels so amazingly right and good and i’m glad i did!  (It’s amazing to me how that act strengthened the connection i feel to being submissive.) That told me SO MUCH about myself because never in my wildest dreams would i have thought i would do that. Yet as soon as i saw your website i knew i was in BIG trouble.

i’ve wanted to be completely submissive to someone for so long but the Domme’s i’ve met have always left me feeling wanting and with the benefit of 20/20 hindsight i can see i wasn’t ready yet. Although i feel i have learned a lot i’m aware that there is so much more to learn and so much i don’t know and haven’t experienced.

Mz Devon has granted me the honor of listening to her MP3 on cum eating for beginers.

After listening to it i am very anxious to follow her instructions and complete the task of eating my own cum for her.

I have tried to stay away from serving Goddess Mz Devon and only recently have been in contact with her again. That is when she had me do more drawings for her. But no matter how much i tried to not serve her, i end up doing so with out realizing it and without questioning it. An example is, i am usually not one to blog but Mz Devon told me to start writing blogs for her and without hesitation i write a blog and send it to her. Even when i wasn’t looking to serve and just draw a picture for Mz Devon she told me that i will serve her because she said so and I didnt think twice about talking back or trying to contridict her.

Mz Devon has allowed me to draw some pictures for her. Since my last post i have drawn two more for her. These were fun pictures to draw as it was an honor to draw her gorgeous feet and such a close look at them.

I have expressed an interest in eating my own cum so Mz Devon has given me an MP3 to do just that as a reward for her satisfaction of the drawings that i have done for her.

She also said that if i am really good that i may get a video as well becuase she loves the fact that i torment myself while working on her drawings by simple looking at her clips for sale and get all hot and bothered. completely hard and my balls aching and never touching as she hasnt given permission to. it is very tormenting and i know that the pain that i suffer from doing this makes Mz Devon laugh and happy that i am in pain for her pleasure.

Now more than before, presence lives; in her absence it accompanied me concrete and colored, the memory of her.

I had not spoken to the enigmatic Mz Devon in some time and to be honest there seemed to be a void in my life in the absence. It’s not something that is very easy to describe but it felt like a lingering sense of disjointed unity.

Today, I got home a little early and was able to catch the Goddess Mz Devon for a bit of conversation and catching up. I felt invigorated and full of life; like before that moment I had forgotten what it was like to be whole and complete. With her infinite wisdom and guidance, she is my savior. I live my life and many things change but the one true constant is that I always return to her. My life is only complete with her in it. The world is not right if I am not serving the perfect Mz Devon.

Mz Devon has granted me the honor of using my skill set to further benefit her life by designing menus to fit her lifestyle. I am very excited to engage her in the culinary arts and further enhance her beauty and vitality.

Follow my lead, do the right thing and submit to femdom royalty, the Goddess Mz Devon beckons you